I really can't stand any of my ex-boys. It's so odd to go back to any point in my life before now and imagine myself with some of those fools. It's utter confusion in my head. Crazy questions all swirling around at once. Why was I ever with him? Why? Wait...really why? I had nothing in common with any of them. And that somehow makes me think that I didn't really know them at the time. Or myself, really. I was just being ridiculous.
Which is why I wish none of them would ever contact me.
Or die. That could work too.
I keep getting trapped in these "nice guy" relationships. That shit is over. I don't like nice guys. I like guys that make fun of people in their heads with me and get my jokes. That I don't have to worry about coming off mean around. I don't know how it was that I kept getting into that same space repeatedly. Such a bizarre occurrence. I guess I just kept missing the point. Or maybe I've just changed that much. Anyway.
Speaking of completely disconnecting certain thoughts from my head and going the total opposite direction, I'm really wanting to abandon my blog. I don't know. But I took Makia's (there ya go boo!) Facebook message today as a sign that I should keep going. I feel like I need something extra here. I feel boring. Stef says I need a theme. I don't know what I think right now.
Sometimes I work really hard to get certain things, then decide I don't like it. It's like I like the work or something. But we know that can't be right. I guess I just like to win. Then once that happens, I like to go win at something else. It's crazy really.
Also speaking of crazy, tomorrow's my first day waking up for a 9-5 in over a year. The vacation is over. Let me get in the bed.
Gmail funny quote of the day. YES.
2 comments:
You should pick something that is on the news the most for a particular day and give your take on it. Just a thought.
Great idea. Couldve def went off on Bob Johnsons ass yesterday.
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